A Break In The Clouds

I had given up hope. I waited and waited for him, to get some word from him but after the second week I figured that he changed his mind and that was that. I even called him and instant messaged him a couple of times, and he never responded.

Then, last night…Out of the blue:

BigDaddy: hi lover

BigDaddy: just got back from 3 weeks in hawaii

BigDaddy: and now in south dakota

Flora: you went mia on me

Flora: Thought you got all freaked out or something

Flora: Hello?

BigDaddy: no no sooooo sorry

Flora: You suck

Flora: Seriously.

BigDaddy: i know, I’m really sorry

BigDaddy: I didnt get a chance to tell u i was going out of town

BigDaddy: but technically, you suck

Flora: Yeah, you did. Like the day we chatted for 3 hours—not to mention the next day we were supposed to meet.

Flora: Seriously

BigDaddy: i know….so sorry

BigDaddy: got slammed at work

Flora: You suck

BigDaddy: and didnt get a chance to log back in

BigDaddy: before leaving

Flora: Did I mention that you suck?

BigDaddy: u did

Flora: Well, you do

BigDaddy: but u still love my cock right ?

Flora: I hardly remember it anymore

BigDaddy: awww

BigDaddy: need a photo?

BigDaddy:

Flora: No, I don’t. What the hell are you doing in South Dakota, and when the hell are you getting back?

BigDaddy: motorcycle

BigDaddy: rally in sturgis

BigDaddy: saturday

Flora: Dude, you suck

Flora: That looks like fun

BigDaddy: It is a blast, came out w/my friend, private jet

Flora: Meanwhile, back in OC hell…Flora is supposed to be out of her place next MONDAY and has NO WHERE to go.

Flora: Thought she would have made plenty of cash fucking BigDaddy till he couldn’t see straight, but no. He’s the invisible man.

BigDaddy: oh, i’m sorry princess

BigDaddy: i can tell u do want me inside of u though

Flora: Well, yeah. Duh.

BigDaddy: i wanna be in u with no condom

BigDaddy: just like my wife

Flora: I know.

BigDaddy: i wanna make u my “day wife”

BigDaddy: she’ll be the night wife

Flora: ohhhh, that’s kinda hot

BigDaddy: putting my cum in you

Flora: I’m still in shock

BigDaddy: how come?

Flora: I really thought you were gone, hoped you weren’t but figured you were.

BigDaddy: no no, not gone

Flora: Well, I called you and IM’ed too. Didn’t hear back, so what’s a little wanna be whore to think?

BigDaddy: i know, so sorry again

Flora: Well, you’ll make it up to me. Right?

BigDaddy: uh huh

BigDaddy: u gonna be my whore?

Flora: Yes, or “day wife” which ever you like

BigDaddy: i like both

BigDaddy: both turn me on

Flora: Good

BigDaddy: does my day wife need her pussy licked?

Flora: Yes

BigDaddy: does my day wife wanna feel what the night wife feels?

Flora: Yes, exactly

BigDaddy: mmm, i like that

BigDaddy: will my day wife say: come here BigDaddy and show my how you lick your night wife’s pussy”

Flora: Yes

Flora: When do you get back?

BigDaddy: sagt

BigDaddy: sat

Flora: You get back on Sat?

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: When is the rally?

BigDaddy: all week and last week

Flora: All this week?

Flora: Oh, ok

BigDaddy: god, i’m horny

Flora: You miss me?

BigDaddy: very much

BigDaddy: u?

Flora: Yes, of course. I was sad.

BigDaddy: u wann make love to me?

Flora: No. I wanna fuck you.

BigDaddy: i love my whore wife

Flora: She appreciates you a lot, you know that-right?

BigDaddy: u do

BigDaddy: ?

Flora: Yes.

Flora: You’re surprised?

BigDaddy: a little

Flora: Why?

BigDaddy: not sure, guess you dont really know me

BigDaddy: not sure why you’d appreciate me

Flora: True, but that works both ways. I appreciate who you are, what you’re doing and how we will help each other and one cannot deny how juicy it all is.

BigDaddy: agreed

BigDaddy: u get wet thinking about stealing my cock and cum, hu

BigDaddy: huh

Flora: I was sad that the excitement ended before it begun. Yes, it is exciting.

BigDaddy: so can i cum in my day wife?

Flora: Of course

BigDaddy: u wanna be my whore wife huh?

Flora: Yes

Flora: Will you take care of your whore wife?

BigDaddy: yes

BigDaddy: will u marry me?

Flora: Yes

BigDaddy: u wet/

BigDaddy: /

Flora: Yes

BigDaddy: wearing panties?

Flora: no

Flora: Yoga shorts

BigDaddy: wearing anything?

Flora: tank top

BigDaddy: can i see your photo?

BigDaddy: miss seeing u

BigDaddy: i wanna love you

Flora: You wanna love me?

BigDaddy: yes

BigDaddy: if u are my whore wife

BigDaddy: i will love u

BigDaddy: just like my nite iwfe

BigDaddy: wife

Flora: What would it mean to be your whore wife?

BigDaddy: being everything my conservative wife isnt

BigDaddy: u are so beautiful

Flora: Yes, I’ve been waiting to be your whore wife

Flora: Thank you.

BigDaddy: fuck i’m horny

Flora: I’m sorry Daddy

BigDaddy: want me to tell u i love u while I’m filling u up with my cum?

Flora: Yes, if you feel it I want you to say it.

BigDaddy: yes, i want to

Flora: Good

BigDaddy: god i wanna taste your pussy right now

Flora: Not fair, you’re so far away

BigDaddy: i loved when your lips where on my cock

Flora: Me too

Flora: You have a great cock

BigDaddy: and sucking my cum

BigDaddy: think it will fit well in you?

Flora: Oh yes

Flora: Will you fuck me hard?

BigDaddy: uh huh

BigDaddy: much harder than my nite wife

Flora: Good

Flora: Will you pull my hair?

BigDaddy: god i want u

BigDaddy: uh huh

Flora: Will you bite my shoulder?

BigDaddy: uh huh

Flora: When will I see you?

BigDaddy: Monday?

Flora: Are you sure?

BigDaddy: yes, i wanna feel your wetness on my married cock

Flora: It’ll be about fucking time, don’t you think?

BigDaddy: YES

Flora: YES, it is

BigDaddy: u wanna get fucked like my nite wife?

Flora: Yes

BigDaddy: GOOD GIRL

BigDaddy: BUT HARDER

BigDaddy: i want 2 pussies so bad

Flora: Show me how you fuck her, then fuck me our way

Flora: 2?

BigDaddy: yours and hers

BigDaddy: want me to show u exactly how i fuck her?

Flora: yes

BigDaddy: k

BigDaddy: that way u feel exactly what she feels?

Flora: Yes, and you tell me what she does?

BigDaddy: yes

BigDaddy: fuck i love u

Flora: I can’t wait

Flora: Wish you were here

BigDaddy: me too

BigDaddy: u sitting on my face

Flora: fuck, that sounds good

BigDaddy: i wanna lick your ass

BigDaddy: hope you dont mind

Flora: Of course not

BigDaddy: then sit on my married cock

BigDaddy: and become my day wife

Flora: Yummy

Flora: Your day wife needs a place to live.

Flora: Any ideas?

BigDaddy: how about on her husbands cock

Flora: lol

BigDaddy: lol

BigDaddy: but u have to share

BigDaddy:  : -)

Flora: I know it’s big…but…

BigDaddy: lol

BigDaddy: any other photos

BigDaddy: >

BigDaddy: ?

BigDaddy: i love looking at you

BigDaddy: i do love u Flora

Flora: Awwww, that’s so sweet

Flora: You ready to love me more & more huh?

BigDaddy: uh huh

BigDaddy: i wanna have a baby with u

Flora: you do not

BigDaddy:  : -)

Flora: Crazy

Flora: You wanna practice

BigDaddy: well, i wanna cum in u

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: Well, I wanna practice a LOT

BigDaddy: u sure it’s ok to cum in you

BigDaddy: ?

Flora: Well, we talked about this

BigDaddy: no condom

BigDaddy: now

Flora: you’re not thinking clearly

Flora: you’re just horny

BigDaddy: no, i want that

BigDaddy: and yes, i am horny

Flora: I know you WANT it

BigDaddy: lol

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: I do too, of course I do

Flora: But, well…You know.

BigDaddy: ughhhh

Flora: I’m sorry, but you know it’s true.

BigDaddy: let’s just do it

Flora: Think with the head on your shoulders

Flora: Wouldn’t you feel better not to worry about it?

BigDaddy: u wanna feel everything my nite wife feels, right?

Flora: YES

BigDaddy: i trust you

BigDaddy: you must trust me…

Flora: Why do you trust me?

BigDaddy: because, i can tell u will fall in love with me

BigDaddy: u want me

BigDaddy: u already sucked me

BigDaddy: and I’m the one for you

Flora: What does any of that have to do with it?

BigDaddy: dont know

BigDaddy: just how i feel

BigDaddy: lol

Flora: You’re like…Drowning in too much cum buildup.

BigDaddy: lol

BigDaddy: well, let’s put some inside of u

Flora: Urgh, you’re impossible

BigDaddy: u know u want my cum in u

Flora: I do not deny that fact

BigDaddy: carry my baby?

Flora: lol

Flora: No.

BigDaddy: lol

BigDaddy: k

Flora: But your cock can camp out

BigDaddy: in your pussy?

Flora: yes

BigDaddy: u like knowing it’s in your pussy any my wife’s pussy huh?

Flora: I do

Flora: Can wait till it’s a reality

BigDaddy: me neither

BigDaddy: fuck i want u

Flora: You should leave there, come here get a hotel and fuck me for days

BigDaddy: i agree

BigDaddy: i will fuck the shit out of you

Flora: I know you will

BigDaddy: un-like my nite wife

Flora: I love your nite wife

BigDaddy: really?

Flora: Of course I do

BigDaddy: mmmm

Flora: Without her, I wouldn’t have you

BigDaddy: good point

Flora: Thank you

Flora:  =)

BigDaddy: no no

BigDaddy: thank u

Flora: You’re welcome.

BigDaddy: for being what she is not

BigDaddy: sharing my cock with her

Flora: You’re welcome

BigDaddy: and allowing me to have two pussies and two mouths

Flora: It is pretty good, huh?

BigDaddy: very

Flora: You don’t even know how good

BigDaddy: especially when we start mixing wives cum

Flora: you dirty, dirty husband

BigDaddy: uh huh

BigDaddy: my kinky little whore wife

Flora: Yes, so true

BigDaddy: thats why i wanna cum in you so bad

BigDaddy: want my cum in you and her

BigDaddy: although, i love knowing it’s in both of your tummies

Flora: Of course you do. You want it everywhere

BigDaddy: uh huh

Flora: Aren’t you in a city? That is a city, right?

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: You should find a doctor.

BigDaddy: for?

Flora: tests

BigDaddy: oh

Flora: oh

BigDaddy: thought u meant a doctor to suck me

BigDaddy: lol

Flora: oh god

BigDaddy:  : -)

Flora: That’s my job

BigDaddy: indeed it is

BigDaddy: my whore wife

BigDaddy: want to wear my nite wifes wedding dress?

Flora: Do you want me to?

BigDaddy: uh huh

BigDaddy: and her panties

Flora: She’d be more likly to puree your balls for even thinking that than you fucking me.

BigDaddy: lol

BigDaddy: the more reason to do it

Flora: I knew you’d say that.

BigDaddy: i want you pussy touching where her pussy touches in her panties

Flora: Bring me a pair then

BigDaddy: and i wanna fuck you in her wedding dresss

Flora: Where is her wedding dress?

BigDaddy: on her bed

Flora: on her bed?

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: huh?

BigDaddy: in my house

BigDaddy: in her wedding dress

BigDaddy: on her bed

BigDaddy: in her panties

Flora: no…I said, where is the dress? Not where do you want to fuck me in her dress. Naughty man

BigDaddy: oh

BigDaddy: it’s at the house

Flora: Boxed up?

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: It might not fit me

BigDaddy: but accessible

BigDaddy: who carees

BigDaddy: lol

Flora: I’m just saying

Flora: She is tiny

BigDaddy: i just wanna fuck u in it

Flora: alright, alright

BigDaddy: lol

BigDaddy: u gonna be on for a few minutes?

BigDaddy: gotta run downstairs real quick

BigDaddy: but wanna chat more

BigDaddy: with u

Flora: me too, my dogs need to go out

Flora: I’ll be back in a few

BigDaddy: ok, 10 miuntes?

Flora: yeah

BigDaddy: back here

BigDaddy: get horny together?

Flora: k

BigDaddy: i love u

Flora: No, you don’t.

BigDaddy: uh huh

Flora: CAn’t

BigDaddy: you’ll see

Flora: nuh uh

BigDaddy: yep

Flora: hope

BigDaddy: lol

Flora: nope

BigDaddy: 10 minutes

Flora: k

BigDaddy: and i’ll show u the dress

BigDaddy:  : -)

BigDaddy: back

Flora: Yes, me too

BigDaddy:  : -)

BigDaddy: still horny

BigDaddy: ?

Flora: Yes

BigDaddy: me too

Flora: Nice dress

BigDaddy: u like?

Flora: Yes

BigDaddy: wanna get fucked in it?

Flora: If you want to fuck me in it, I’ll put it on for you.

BigDaddy:  : -)

BigDaddy: i sure do

Flora: How many times have you fucked her in it?

BigDaddy: only once

Flora: On your wedding night?

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: That’s probably pretty typical I suppose

BigDaddy: yes

BigDaddy: but i wanna fuck you in a lot more

BigDaddy: in it

Flora: A lot more?

BigDaddy: a lot more than once

BigDaddy:  : -)

Flora: well, I see your point

BigDaddy: and i want u to cum in her panties

Flora: How will you make me cum in her panties?

BigDaddy: i want u to masturbate in them

BigDaddy: while i watch

BigDaddy: cum in them

BigDaddy: then, i’ll put them back in her drawer

Flora: Oh, you wanna live dangerously

BigDaddy: uh huh

BigDaddy: or i’ll lick u outside of them

Flora: ok, but what if I cum a lot and they get really wet?

BigDaddy: even better

Flora: I knew you’d say that

BigDaddy: then your cum will be on her pussy

BigDaddy: when she puts them on

Flora: true

Flora: That’s awfully naughty Big Daddy

BigDaddy: uh huh

BigDaddy: u like wife?

Flora: Yes

Flora: I like naughty

BigDaddy: make u wet wife?

Flora: Yes

BigDaddy: good girl

BigDaddy: wanna put your wetness on my other wife?

Flora: Oh yes

BigDaddy: on her pussy?

Flora: YEs

BigDaddy: god i love u

BigDaddy: those panties—->

Flora: You like those ones a lot?

BigDaddy: those or thong

BigDaddy: your call

BigDaddy: whichever will absorb more of your cum

Flora: Bring both

BigDaddy: k

BigDaddy: and of u in panties?

BigDaddy: any

Flora: How many times have you cummed thinking of me?

BigDaddy: a lot

BigDaddy: maybe 5 times or so

BigDaddy: and once in your mouth

Flora: 5 isn’t a lot

BigDaddy: it’s as many times as i’ve been in my other wife

BigDaddy:  : -)

BigDaddy: u?

Flora: Oh, really? Well, what about making yourself cum?

BigDaddy: oh, probably a few more on top of that

BigDaddy: i masturbated to you when you replied to the job interview

Flora: What do you think about?

BigDaddy: with your photos

BigDaddy: u sitting on my face

BigDaddy: in my wife’s panties

BigDaddy:  : -)

Flora: Yes, I could see that working

BigDaddy: think u could cum doing that?

Flora: Sitting on your face?

Flora: Yes, I’m pretty sure I could

BigDaddy: good girl

BigDaddy: so any shots of u in your panties?

BigDaddy: i’m hard

Flora: No, sorry

BigDaddy: any other shots of you?

BigDaddy: dont have to be x rated

BigDaddy: just love looking at you

Flora: Really?

BigDaddy: YES

Flora: What are you looking at now?

BigDaddy: right now, it’s on my wife’s pantie

BigDaddy: panties

BigDaddy: but hoping its on a photo of u

BigDaddy: soon

BigDaddy: mmmmmmmm

BigDaddy: would u like your husbands tongue in your ass?

Flora: Yes

BigDaddy: k

BigDaddy: in it?

Flora: I’m sure it would feel fantastic

BigDaddy: should i see how far i can get it in?

Flora: oh yes

BigDaddy: k

BigDaddy: how’d you like to sit on my tongue?

BigDaddy: and go up and down on it

BigDaddy: in your ass

Flora: Would you play with my pussy too?

BigDaddy: omg yes

BigDaddy: of course

Flora: Would you suck on my clit?

BigDaddy: uh huh

Flora: I’d like all of it

BigDaddy: would u be open to peeing on me?

Flora: I’m not sure if I could

BigDaddy: me neither

BigDaddy: seen it on tv

BigDaddy: never done it

BigDaddy: but looks hot

Flora: where would you like me to pee on you?

BigDaddy: on my face

Flora: really?

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: wow

BigDaddy: wanna feel your wamth

Flora: I’d try

BigDaddy: really

BigDaddy: ?

Flora: Yes

Flora: If you want me to, I’d try.

BigDaddy: yes

BigDaddy: ye

BigDaddy: yes

BigDaddy: shoot for my mouth?

Flora: Yes

Flora: I would shoot for your mouth

BigDaddy: omg, that would be so hot

BigDaddy: i wanna watch the pee come out of you

BigDaddy: on my face

BigDaddy: your pretty little pussy in my face

Flora: and once it was in your mouth, would you swallow?

BigDaddy: maybe

BigDaddy: want me to?

Flora: It’s up to you baby

BigDaddy: u want your pee in my tummy?

Flora: I was just curious

BigDaddy: like my cum is in yours?

Flora: If you want to swollow, I’d like that

BigDaddy: i’ll try drinking your pee

Flora: But my cum will be in you too

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: so, you don’t have to swallow my pee for that reason

BigDaddy: i wanna try

Flora: ok

BigDaddy: u are amazing!

Flora: So are you

BigDaddy: wanna fall in love w/me?

Flora: No

BigDaddy: lol

BigDaddy: k

Flora: I wanna fuck you stupid

BigDaddy: mmmmmmm

BigDaddy: wanna steal all of my cum from my other wife?

Flora: Like you going back to her

Flora: No, not all of it

BigDaddy: lol

Flora: She needs some too

BigDaddy: true

BigDaddy: but I’ll have your pee

Flora: Maybe, maybe you will because maybe I’ll be able to

BigDaddy: oh u will

BigDaddy: once my mouth is open

Flora: God, I dont know

Flora: I get stage fright in the women’s bathroom

BigDaddy: either way, i’m nibbling on your clit

Flora: well, yeah you are

BigDaddy: i really do wanna try the pee though

BigDaddy: if you’re game

BigDaddy: ps – why do you want me to swallow

BigDaddy: and more photos please—->

Flora: It doesn’t matter if you do

BigDaddy: no, u want me to

Flora: I want you to IF you want to

BigDaddy: u wanna have your pee in me

Flora: The thought never occured to me until you brought it up, remember…So, when you did I wondered what you’d do once it was in your mouth.

BigDaddy: underrstood

Flora: What you thought about

BigDaddy: but the thought of me swallowing turns u on

Flora: I think so

BigDaddy: me too

BigDaddy: u touching your pussy?

Flora: no…thinking, reading, typing

BigDaddy:  : -)

BigDaddy: want me to touch it?

Flora: Yes, explore it

BigDaddy: with my tongue?

Flora: Your tongue, fingers & cock

BigDaddy: mmmmmmm

BigDaddy: god i love looking at you

Flora: I’m glad

BigDaddy: coudl u pee now?

BigDaddy: could

Flora: now?

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: I’m not following

BigDaddy: want to see if you can pee

BigDaddy: if so, u can go intot he bathroom

BigDaddy: pee

BigDaddy: and pretend it’s on me

BigDaddy: and see how it feels

Flora: I went pee during our break

Flora: But I’ll try that next time I go, ok?

BigDaddy: that’s fair

Flora: I try

BigDaddy: maybe in the tub

BigDaddy: will feel realer

BigDaddy: than toilet

Flora: true

BigDaddy: stand, and pretend i’m under you

Flora: would we be in the tub?

BigDaddy: probably yes

Flora: ok, that’s what I thought

BigDaddy: will i love your pussy?

Flora: I hope so, yes

BigDaddy:  : -)

Flora: I’ve never had a complaint

BigDaddy: lol

BigDaddy: do you have big lips?

Flora: not really, one of my inner labia is bigger than the other side but all together, no not big

BigDaddy: landing stip?

BigDaddy: strip

Flora: sorta

BigDaddy: ?

BigDaddy: due tell

BigDaddy: do tell

Flora: more of a triangle

BigDaddy: large or small

Flora: small, I guess

BigDaddy: want to see my other wife’s pussy?

Flora: Yes

BigDaddy: similar?

Flora: no

BigDaddy: do tell

BigDaddy: lol

Flora: Just different

BigDaddy: thats good though

Flora: that picture is hard to tell

BigDaddy: that way i have two different pussies

Flora: very true, different is important

BigDaddy: and she’s conservative

Flora: she’s hairless?

BigDaddy: and your my whore wife

BigDaddy:  : -)

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: I am your whore wife

Flora: Does she wax?

BigDaddy: not

BigDaddy: no

BigDaddy: just shave

Flora: Me too

Flora: Waxing scares the shit outta me

BigDaddy: i hear ya

BigDaddy: i wanna marry u

Flora: that’s funny

BigDaddy: and have u pee on me on our hunnymoon

BigDaddy:  : -)

Flora: Will you buy me my own dress?

BigDaddy: yes

BigDaddy: after i fuck you in hers

Flora: Yes, I figured that

BigDaddy: think we can pull it all off without her knowing?

Flora: Oh no, that’s all on you. I have no idea how anal she is or if she would notice

BigDaddy: lol

BigDaddy: k

BigDaddy: i can do it

Flora: Totally up to you

Flora: But you have to consider risk vs reward

Flora: I’m just sayin’

BigDaddy: indeed

Flora: Let’s not fuck this thing up just because you had a wild hair, if you know what I mean.

BigDaddy: u have me so fucknig hard

BigDaddy: i agree

BigDaddy: i’ll do it right

Flora: You better

BigDaddy: i do want you to taste her cum too

Flora: I know

Flora: You’ll work on it

BigDaddy: yes

BigDaddy: so other than my mouth, any where else you might like to pee?

BigDaddy: on me

Flora: Hmmmm, what about in your hands?

BigDaddy: i’d like that

BigDaddy: anywhere else?

Flora: On your hard cock?

BigDaddy: nice

BigDaddy: like that too

Flora: Good

BigDaddy: your warm pee on my cock sounds good

BigDaddy: wetter?

Flora: I haven’t checked

BigDaddy: check

Flora: yes, a bit wet

BigDaddy: finger?

Flora: finger?

BigDaddy: is that how you checked?

BigDaddy: or you can just tell

Flora: yes, I checked with my finger

BigDaddy: could u taste?

Flora: I know without checking if I’m very wet

Flora: I taste good

BigDaddy: you put your fingerin your mouth?

BigDaddy: the same finger you cheked with

Flora: would you like me to?

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: Yes, I taste good

BigDaddy: think u should check and taste again?

Flora: Yes, it’s good. You’d like it, I promise.

BigDaddy: could you check all the way inside and taste again?

Flora: That’s what I did

BigDaddy: as far as your finger would go?

Flora: yes

BigDaddy: mmmmmm

BigDaddy: you are fucking amazing

Flora: So are you.

BigDaddy: and i do love u

Flora: Do you want to love me?

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: Why?

BigDaddy: not sure

BigDaddy: just do

Flora: That’s silly

BigDaddy: maybe

BigDaddy: but true

BigDaddy: what about two fingers?

Flora: Two fingers

BigDaddy: in your pussy and mouth

Flora: Yes, it’s wet on 2 fingers

BigDaddy: mmmmmm

BigDaddy: what about sliding two fingers in and out a bit

BigDaddy: then tasting yet again

Flora: You’re missing out.

BigDaddy: i know

BigDaddy: now pee all over me

Flora: You wanna get washed in my pee?

BigDaddy: uh huh

BigDaddy: bad

BigDaddy: maybe u should pee on her too?

Flora: Maybe

Flora: Will you make me a promise?

BigDaddy: whats that?

Flora: remember how you had stubble on your face when we met?

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: I like that, so when I see you have stubble again.

BigDaddy: lol

BigDaddy: k

Flora: Thought I was gonna say the opposite?

BigDaddy: wasnt sure

Flora: But that stubble is not one or two days right?

BigDaddy: like the stubble on your pussy lips?

BigDaddy: yes

BigDaddy: maybe 2-3

Flora: It needs to be like that

Flora: Or else it’s too rough

Flora: longer the better

BigDaddy: k

BigDaddy: so your pee will stick?

BigDaddy: lol

Flora: I like facial hair

Flora: I like the way it looks, and feels.

BigDaddy: k

Flora: Promise?

BigDaddy: yes

BigDaddy: make me a proimse

Flora: What?

BigDaddy: u will try your best to pee on me

BigDaddy: and you will cum in my wife’s panties

Flora: I already said I would

BigDaddy:  : -)

BigDaddy: can i pee on you?

Flora: Maybe,

Flora: I’ll think about it

BigDaddy: ok

Flora: THat’s never been a turn on for me.

BigDaddy: me either

BigDaddy: just a recent thing

BigDaddy: wanna try

BigDaddy: not even sure i’ll like

BigDaddy: but would be hot, if not face

Flora: that’s understandable.

BigDaddy: to pee on your pussy or ass

Flora: ok, I’ll think about it

BigDaddy: k

BigDaddy: but definitley pee on me

Flora: Yes

BigDaddy: cum in wife’s panties

Flora: Yes

BigDaddy: taste wife’s cum

Flora: Yes

BigDaddy: sit on my face

Flora: Yes

Flora: All of that the first time?

BigDaddy: lol

BigDaddy: probably not

BigDaddy: but we’ll see

BigDaddy: pee

BigDaddy: and sit on face

BigDaddy: for sure

Flora: ok

BigDaddy: if i happen to have fucked wife

BigDaddy: then taste her

Flora: yes

Flora: ok

BigDaddy: u wanna taste her bad ?

BigDaddy: or just to please me

Flora: Yes, both

BigDaddy: u like her pussy?

Flora: Yes, it’s very pretty

BigDaddy: u like her looks

Flora: Yes, she’s very pretty-I’ve told you.

BigDaddy: u like that she doesnt take care of me as needed

Flora: I do

BigDaddy: u wanna take all that is hers

Flora: No, not all-just some.

BigDaddy: lol

BigDaddy: most

Flora: Some

BigDaddy: including some of her

Flora: Yes, without her knowing

BigDaddy: that is so fucking hot

Flora: lol, yes…it is.

BigDaddy: would u suck my cum out of her

Flora: Yes

BigDaddy: wow

Flora: I’d make her cum, and get you both

BigDaddy: omg

BigDaddy: u wanna make her cum?

Flora: I’m sure I could make her cum

BigDaddy: wow

BigDaddy: want her to make u cum?

Flora: I’m more into you.

BigDaddy:  : -)

BigDaddy: but u wouldnt mind her licking u?

Flora: No, I’m sure I wouldn’t mind

BigDaddy: god i seriously love u

BigDaddy: would prefer u pee on her though

BigDaddy:  : -)

Flora: More than on you?

BigDaddy: no

BigDaddy: but both would be hot

BigDaddy: having her swallow

BigDaddy: and peeing on her pussy

Flora: You’re little fantasy land is very dirty and naughty. I dig it.

BigDaddy: i know

BigDaddy:  : -)

BigDaddy: i’m a naughty guy

BigDaddy:  : -)

Flora: You are

BigDaddy: can u picture your cum in her undies in this photo?

Flora: Sorta

BigDaddy: her getting a camel toe

BigDaddy: with your cum in her panties

BigDaddy: creaping inside of her pussy

Flora: ohhh, that helps

BigDaddy: your cum touching the inside of her pussy without her even knowing

Flora: You’d have to know when she wore them

BigDaddy: yep, i’ll know

BigDaddy: but i need a lot of cum form you

BigDaddy: from

Flora: Not a problem

BigDaddy: to make sure we get inside of her

Flora: I get very wet and cum a lot

BigDaddy: good girl

BigDaddy: she get’s pretty wet too so I’ll save some juices for ya

Flora: Good

Flora: OK, I have to get going

BigDaddy: and she creams a lot when she cums

BigDaddy: ok

BigDaddy: it is getting late

BigDaddy: i’m going to masturbate to you

BigDaddy: for sure

Flora: Good

BigDaddy: i’ll whisper i love u in your ear

BigDaddy: while I’m cumming in u

Flora: No

BigDaddy: knowing i have my wife’s cum on my cock too

BigDaddy: “in my dream, of course”

Flora: oh, ok

BigDaddy: have a great nite

BigDaddy: love ya

Flora: stop that!

BigDaddy: serious

Flora: You’re not allowed

BigDaddy: u are amazing

BigDaddy: think of both me and my wife

BigDaddy:  : -)

Flora: I will

BigDaddy: while you play with your wet pussy

Flora: wait

BigDaddy: dont forget to think of me when peeing

Flora: Still there?

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: One more promise?

BigDaddy: whats that?

Flora: You wont go MIA on me again.

BigDaddy: deal

Flora: No, promise

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: Tell me that you promise

BigDaddy: yes, i promise

Flora: What do you promise?

BigDaddy: that i will not go mia on you again

BigDaddy: you being my whore wife

BigDaddy: wife

Flora: That promise is a bond to your whore wife, and very serious you realize?

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: Good.

BigDaddy: now start fucking the shit out of your husband

BigDaddy: and living out all of his fantasies

BigDaddy:  : -)

Flora: I will, once he shows up.

BigDaddy:   : -)

BigDaddy: love ya

Flora: And takes care of me.

BigDaddy: deal

Flora: For now, I have something to look forward to

BigDaddy: me too

BigDaddy: my wife’s cum in your mouth

BigDaddy:

BigDaddy: amongst other things

Flora: Yes, many other things

BigDaddy:

BigDaddy: ok, nite nite wife

BigDaddy: i’ll try to login tomorrow at some point

Flora: Goodnight

Flora: ok

BigDaddy: masturbate to me and wife

BigDaddy: please

Flora: I will

BigDaddy: both of us licking u

BigDaddy: k

BigDaddy: nite nite

I’m so excited he’s back. It’s all about the money, because I desperately need it. But isn’t that the way of a whore? Don’t I fit the description? Yes, I do. However, I am very excited about the sex. He does have a very nice cock, he’s so naughty with his fantasies…I mean, the wedding dress? Wow, that’s just…Wow. I’m not judging him, I’m just saying that he’s totally naughty and it’s obvious he really gets off on involving his wife in some way. The ultimate for him would be for all three of us to fuck, but since that’s never going to happen he brings her in with pictures and panties and yes, even the wedding dress.

I still think that it’s a 50/50 shot that he’ll actually do it. It’s obvious he was very pent up and sexually frustrated and super horny during our conversation. And what’s with all that “I love you” insanity? I cannot help but be very worried about that. Logically, he should not want to love me or for me to fall in love with him. Maybe that’s just his way of getting around the fact that he’s paying me for it. Yes, that’s probably it. At least I hope that’s it.

Anyway, I’m so glad he’s back and so, so glad that I’ll have some money coming in and hopefully my financial/home situation will improve shortly. I’m really very stressed out about it and at the end of my rope. He really did decide to show up at a very good time. But I wish he was in town and hate that I have to wait until next Monday to see him.

I wonder if I’ll have met Jonathan yet. He’s someone who contacted me on a dating site, and all I can say about him is WOW. He’s something; super hot, witty, intelligent, not to mention we matched up nearly 100%. We talked yesterday for about 3 hours. It was easy, and fun, and a bit sexy too. Anyway, the universe is a funny, funny thing-isn’t it?

On one had, meeting a new guy should be very exciting but when you add the fact that I get paid to have sex with someone else-it kinda puts a different spin on my focus. I mean, how precarious is it to start dating someone and at the same time be fucking for money? Talk about compartmentalizing-which I can do-it may even make things more exciting, who knows? My only fear would be if he, or any guy I was seeing-found out. But that goes without saying, right?

Actually, that’s not my only fear. It might be the biggest fear, but not the ONLY fear. I would also be afraid if I couldn’t handle fucking Big Daddy as a real relationship progresses. That’s a huge income I’d be letting go of, but a real relationship is the priority-maybe. Also, I would be afraid if I could better manage a real relationship because I have Big Daddy to keep my focus not solely on the real life guy.

I suppose just knowing these things, being aware of them is pretty good. And I can only deal with whatever may happen as it happens. But, oddly enough-I think I know how it’ll happen; I’ll have Big Daddy and I’ll also meet the perfect man for me and I’ll have to make some really tough choices or I’ll fuck things up so severely that I won’t recognize myself anymore. The hard part is knowing exactly when to pull the chute-before I hit the ground at full speed.

For now, I just have to be in the moment-in every moment and soak it in…I have a feeling I’ll be soaking in a lot in the coming months, and I’m ready-I’m so ready.

Not Fucked, Not Yet…

I was very disappointed that I never heard from Big Daddy on Friday, and very surprised about it too. After that chat that we had-nearly 3 hours-that we were definitely going to see each other. However, he never came on Messenger and never called either.

I’m not sure what to think of that. He could have just had a busy day at work, he did mention appointments, or something could have come up with the wife and kids and he never had the opportunity to let me know. He was very clear that he didn’t want me to call his cell, making his number private-but he could call me.

Either way, I didn’t hear from him and it was a big bummer. Not only have I been unbelievably horny but I really wanted to make some cash. I have a lot of expenses in the next four weeks and it would be really good to start banking money now.

Also, it flat out worries me when I don’t hear from him. It happened the day after we met and I gave him that BJ, and it happened on Friday. What worries me is that he’ll suddenly grow a conscience and back out of our arrangement. I do think that it’s a long shot but still, it troubles me.

I know that even if we go at it and it works out-it’s only a matter of time before I’m not enough either, or he just gets bored and finds someone else…I realize that this kind of situation cannot go on forever, for many, many reasons but I at least want it for a while. So, it just sorta freaked me out that tentative plans were made and he was MIA.

Now, I know that I don’t get to have bad feelings in being stood up-I’m not his girlfriend. But,  I can’t help but be slightly irritated that he flaked with no notice, and I just had to figure it out. But don’t professional people in general charge for missed appointments? Yes, they do. Doctor’s do-from Chiro’s to Dentist’s to Cardiologists. You don’t show, and they charge you for wasting their time. It occurs to me to discuss this flakiness with him and come to an understanding. No, I really don’t expect him to pay me for not fucking me, but I do expect to be told when he can’t show up.

Maybe that’s asking too much, maybe it’s not. I have no idea what professional call girls do. But I bet they deal with it somehow.

Anyway, I’ve been binging on porn for days. I’m all over YouPorn like nobody’s business. I can’t even count how many times I’ve masturbated in the last several days, but if I had to guess I’d say it’s been at least 20 times. I’ve been dripping wet, that I can’t help but play with myself-if I was forced to refrain I would probably go mad. Good thing my life didn’t depend on me keeping my fingers off of my pussy!

I’ve watched everything from couples to lesbians to tranies with couples to group sex to gang bangs. Is there anything that doesn’t turn me on? Well, probably, but still…I chose my porn from a rather large menu.

The last porno I just watched before writing this blog was two guys and a girl. I totally get off when a woman is doubly penetrated. One large cock in her pussy, one in her ass. I wonder what that feels like? But this one was even more awesome-they had both of their huge cocks in her ass at the same time! WOW! Now that’s gotta feel insane for both of the guys and her. What a little slut. I love it!

Check it out.

http://www.youporn.com/watch/267438/hottie-turns-self-on-but-gets-help-from-2-guys/?from=related3&al=2&from_id=271937&pos=3

My Chat With Big Daddy 7.14.10

Flora: Hey! I’m not working today, but planning on going to the beach at some point & thought I’d check in with you to see if you wanted to see me today. =) Hope you’re having a good day.

BigDaddy: Hi there

Flora: Hi

BigDaddy: how r u?

Flora: I’m great, how are you?

BigDaddy: good, thank u

BigDaddy: so how’d you like our meeting

Flora: I thought it was great, how do you feel about it?

BigDaddy: felt great!

BigDaddy: lol

BigDaddy: i had a bit of guilt afterwards

Flora: Good! I’m glad

BigDaddy: but I think it’s since pasted

Flora: I was wondering about that

Flora: But I totally get

Flora: it

Flora: I think that maybe this has been an abstract concept for you

BigDaddy: i definitely found myself thinking about how much more i want to do with you

Flora: Ohhhh really? Well those thoughts are good

Flora: I was thinking along those lines as well

Flora: Wondering what you’d want to do

BigDaddy: yep really

BigDaddy: want to slide my cock in you

BigDaddy: =)

Flora: Mmmmm, that does sound good.

Flora: So, what’s your schedule like?

BigDaddy: today has been pretty hectic…but could possibly sneak out tomorrow?

Flora: Alright, that’s fine. I work @ 5

Flora: Do you want to plan it now? Time and place, or let me know?

BigDaddy: let me let you know in the am

BigDaddy: gotta check on a couple appts

Flora: And I’ll try to be patient

BigDaddy: can i cum in you?

BigDaddy: =)

Flora: I’ve been thinking about that

Flora: That is was I prefer, I’m on birth control so that’s not an issue but wouldn’t it be more responsible to get tested first, just to ease our minds?

BigDaddy: yea, probably true

Flora: But, I’m not sure I could stick to that…I’m just being honest. I hate condoms, but do it when I don’t know someone’s test status.

Flora: But that’s how I’ve stayed clean, so it does work.

BigDaddy: true

BigDaddy: I’m clean

BigDaddy: and it would definitely cause problems should i not remain that way

BigDaddy: I’m for safe for now

Flora: Yes, obviously

BigDaddy: but would love to cum in ya

Flora: Alright, so it’s understood…Until we’re tested we use condoms.

Flora: So, we should get tested ASAP.

Flora: I’d love you to cum in me too.

BigDaddy: yes and yes

BigDaddy: plus some of my cum is already in you

BigDaddy: =)

Flora: Yes, that was good. You have a very nice cock my the way, such a nice surprise.

Flora: Is that why you’re Big Daddy?

BigDaddy: lol

BigDaddy: thank u

Flora: You’re welcome.

BigDaddy: think it will fit well in you?

Flora: Yes, it’ll be fantastic

Flora: Damn, I’m getting even more horny

BigDaddy: wanna ride me?

Flora: Alright…So, you’ll let me know it the AM. But do you have a round about idea of timing?

Flora: Yes of course…If that pleases you.

Flora: I’m sure I’ll love it too. But i want to make you happy.

BigDaddy: aw, but what makes you cum the most?

Flora: I can cum in any position

Flora: Multiple and a lot

Flora: So, don’t worry about me

Flora: But thank you…You’re very sweet.

BigDaddy: i wanna feel you pulsate while u cum

Flora: Oh, you will…It is very, very intense and lasts a long time

BigDaddy: i like

BigDaddy: do u like a finger in your ass?

Flora: Yes

Flora: Do you?

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: Good. Do you feel comfortable telling me that? I want you to tell me what you want and like to do, or what you haven’t been able to do but want to do…Let your imagination go…Will you do that?

BigDaddy: yes, i’ll definitely tell you

Flora: Good.

BigDaddy: how about role-play

BigDaddy: wife’s best friend?

BigDaddy: lol

Flora: lol, oh that’s a good one…

Flora: Are you hot for your wife’s best friend?

Flora: Or is this just an idea?

BigDaddy: naw

BigDaddy: just and idea

BigDaddy: an

Flora: ok, it doesn’t matter to me, just curious

Flora: But I’ll be you’re wifes best friend.

BigDaddy: =)

BigDaddy: i like you!

BigDaddy: stealing her hubby’s cock and cum

Flora:=)

Flora: Yes, that sounds good…She’ll never know.

BigDaddy: yep

BigDaddy: and feeling everything she feels

Flora: And when I talk to her on the phone, she’ll wonder why I’m so happy

BigDaddy: exactly

Flora: Do you like toys?

BigDaddy: havent done too much with toys

BigDaddy: u?

Flora: Yes, a few…They can be lots of fun.

Flora: Glass dildo’s are supposed to be amazing.

BigDaddy: oh?

Flora: Yes, they are pretty pricy though…So, I’ve never had one.

BigDaddy: so are you referring to my cock in your pussy and a dildo in your ass?

Flora: One of my ex’s was going to get one for us, but we split up before we got it

Flora: Yes, mine and/or yours-if you’d like…

BigDaddy: ok

Flora: But there’s lots of other toys and play things too, I’m up for trying whatever you’d like (I think)

BigDaddy: wow, i like your openness

BigDaddy: cock in ass, dildo in pussy?

Flora: Yes, I’m up for that

Flora: Do you like anal a lot

BigDaddy: nice!

BigDaddy: tried a few times

BigDaddy: wife wont, too big for her

Flora: Your cock is nice and big…We’d have to work up to it

BigDaddy: =)

BigDaddy: i’d love to just slide the head in

Flora: Ok, that sounds good

Flora: Do you think that’ll make you cum fast?

BigDaddy: yes

BigDaddy: probably as soon as the head gets in

BigDaddy: lol

Flora: so, you’d fuck me for a while first then?

Flora: And then again?

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: Promise?

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: Good

BigDaddy: i have a feeling we will be condomless

Flora: You may need to block out some time for that

Flora: Yes, we will be…But not until we’re tested.

Flora: So, we really need to make that a priority

BigDaddy: i will definitely have to block off some time

BigDaddy: agreed

Flora: You shouldn’t go to the family doctor, you have to figure that out

BigDaddy: rue

BigDaddy: true

Flora: OK, well…I should get going

BigDaddy: awww

BigDaddy: but i’m hard

BigDaddy: chatting

BigDaddy: lol

Flora: I know, I’m horny too!

BigDaddy: want to see wife?

Flora: What do you mean?

BigDaddy: photo

Flora: You sent me one of you and her

Flora: But you can send me more

BigDaddy: oh i did?

Flora: yes

BigDaddy: thought i cropped her out

Flora: no, I told you it didn’t matter if you sent me one with her or not, and you sent me one with her

BigDaddy: aw, gotcha

Flora: Maybe you’re confusing me with someone else?

BigDaddy: no, just didnt remember that i had sent her in one

Flora: ok

Flora: I told you that she was very pretty

Flora: She looks like a very petite woman, thin

BigDaddy: is she a good best friend though?

BigDaddy:

Flora: She’s a great best friend

Flora: Always there for me, just like her husband and his amazing cock

BigDaddy:

BigDaddy: was it this one?

Flora: no

Flora: you were in a suit

BigDaddy: oh ok, i know which one

BigDaddy: i think it was from our x-mas party

Flora: She has big tits huh? or is it that picture?

BigDaddy: they are good sized

BigDaddy: d’s

Flora: real or fake?

BigDaddy: real, but she did have them lifted after 2 kids

BigDaddy: they were laying a little low for her liking

BigDaddy: u have any pics?

Flora: brb

BigDaddy: k

Flora: back

BigDaddy: hi

Flora: My friend just flaked on me

BigDaddy: my wife?

BigDaddy: lol

Flora: lol, not by best friend-another friend

BigDaddy: aw

Flora: well, things were kinda up in the air I was just deciding that I wasn’t going to see or hear from you today and we were making plans for the beach when you came online. I just called her to let her know that I could go, but now she decided it’s too late

BigDaddy: gotcha

BigDaddy: maybe u and my wife should go lay out

BigDaddy: at beach

BigDaddy: =)

Flora: I’ll have to give her a call…

Flora: Speaking of calls, what’s your #?

BigDaddy: 562-912-1024

Flora: that’s the cell?

BigDaddy: no, work #

Flora: Ok, I have that one.

BigDaddy: k

Flora: Dont want to give me the cell?

BigDaddy: it’s the safest #

BigDaddy: nervous about cell

BigDaddy: wife sometimes pops into office

BigDaddy: or I leave early/late

BigDaddy: et

BigDaddy: etc

Flora: You do realize that you will be calling me from it though right?

BigDaddy: yes

BigDaddy: she doesnt see the bills

Flora: So you’re planning on deleteing my number from your phone each time you use it?

BigDaddy: yes

BigDaddy: have to

BigDaddy: unfortunately

Flora: No, that’s fine.

BigDaddy: so any sexy pics for me?

Flora: Wait…So you wouldn’t want to email me through your phone either right?

Flora: I’m just trying to figure out the best way for us to comunicate.

BigDaddy: yea, probably not

Flora: Alright, so IM is best or you calling me, or me calling you at work

BigDaddy: i think best way is on here

BigDaddy: plus call to set things up

BigDaddy: and messages at office, etc

Flora: brb

BigDaddy: k

Flora: ok, I’m back

BigDaddy: hi

Flora: hi

BigDaddy: did u go masturbate?

Flora: No, I just peed and got water for the dogs…And talked to my friend who can’t make up her mind about today.

BigDaddy: lol

BigDaddy: k

Flora: So, I wanted to tell you that I have IM on my phone.

BigDaddy: oh u do

Flora: yes

BigDaddy: perfect

BigDaddy: i dont, but at least I can use that when I’m at office

Flora: I’ll keep it on for you…You get into the office before I get up usually, so you can IM me and I’ll know what’s going on

BigDaddy: ok

Flora: of course you can call me

Flora: as well

BigDaddy: k

BigDaddy: so how bad do you wanna feel what my wife feels?

Flora: Bad

Flora: And I want to call her an idiot for not wanting it more, but thank her for it too.

BigDaddy: lol

BigDaddy: well said

Flora: I’ll just make her cupcaakes and call it even.

BigDaddy: deal

BigDaddy: or, once we go condomless

BigDaddy: you can cum all over my cock and I’ll have her suck your cum off (without her knowing of course)

Flora: Ohhhhh, fuck…That’s so dirty I love it.

Flora: Does she like to suck your cock?

BigDaddy: yep, your best friend swallowing your cum

BigDaddy: she doesnt do it often enough

BigDaddy: so not sure if it’s cause we’re married

BigDaddy: or she doesnt like it much

BigDaddy: or what

Flora: Well, I like it.

BigDaddy: but, if your cum is on it, i’ll make sure she does

BigDaddy: =)

Flora: She’ll wonder why you taste extra good…What will you tell her?

BigDaddy: i’ll tell her I always taste that way

BigDaddy: she just doesnt remember

BigDaddy: =)

Flora: I want to know if she likes it more suddenly

BigDaddy: good point

Flora: Maybe she’ll tell me about it, and I’ll just tell her she’s nuts

BigDaddy: true

Flora: Remind her about the new lotion you guys have

BigDaddy: so you’d like your cum in her?

Flora: Yes

BigDaddy: i like that

Flora: You do too, it’s fantastic

Flora: What are you thinking about?

BigDaddy: me sliding my cock in her after your cum all over it

BigDaddy: so your cum is inside of her pussy

Flora: oh wow, that’s so naughty…I love it

BigDaddy: yep, now i’m rock hard

Flora: Have you gotten yourself off thinking about the cemetary?

BigDaddy: yes

BigDaddy: u?

Flora: Yes, it was fun and so perfect

BigDaddy: yea, but i should have put my hand down your pants

BigDaddy: =)

Flora: That would have felt so good…

BigDaddy: yes, want to feel your wetness

Flora: I hope you like wet, a lot of wet

BigDaddy: i sure do

Flora: slippery

BigDaddy: so, out of curiousity, would u be interested in my wife’s cum too?

Flora: Yes, I would sample it off your cock

BigDaddy: damn, i like u

Flora: I’m sure you’d like me to taste it

Flora: I like you too

Flora: We’re going to be good friends Big Daddy

BigDaddy: yes we are!

Flora: =)

BigDaddy: god u are amazing

BigDaddy: tasting my wife’s cum

BigDaddy: u rock

Flora: lol

Flora: You have no idea

BigDaddy: looking forward to finding out though

Flora: Yes, me too.

Flora: Would you say that you’re more dominant or submissive?

BigDaddy: a little of both

BigDaddy: guess i like it both ways

Flora: That’s what I thought

BigDaddy: depends on the day/mood

BigDaddy: so what if i eat her out, made her cum, then we met and made out?

BigDaddy: make

Flora: I think that’s very sexy.

BigDaddy: damn

Flora: Surprised?

BigDaddy: a little

BigDaddy: but in a good way

Flora: Good

Flora: Do she like you going down on her as much as you like to do it?

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: That’s good

Flora: And you know exactly what to do to her to make her cum, huh?

BigDaddy: yes

BigDaddy: very quickly

Flora: You use your fingers

BigDaddy: nope

BigDaddy: all tongue

Flora: Well, good for you and her

BigDaddy: and u

Flora: Yes, true

Flora: Give me a few minutes?

Flora: I have to grab something to eat

Flora: And get some water

BigDaddy: ok

BigDaddy: when u return, any chance of a few photos for me?

Flora: maybe you might get a little work done? lol

BigDaddy: doubt it

Flora: lol

BigDaddy: still thinking about you tasting wife’s cum

BigDaddy: but maybe

Flora: Oh, pictures…I don’t have any on this computer…They’re on disk and in a box somewhere

BigDaddy: oh ok

Flora: I’ll see what I can do to find them

BigDaddy: cool

BigDaddy: how long?

BigDaddy: will u be

Flora: 10 min?

BigDaddy: ok, gonna log off myself

BigDaddy: but will be back in about 10 as well

Flora: alright…

BigDaddy: Kisses

Flora: Have fun

Flora: Kisses

BigDaddy: fun will occur in 10 mins

Flora: ok

BigDaddy:

Flora: I’m back late, sorry

BigDaddy:

BigDaddy: welcome back

Flora: thanks

BigDaddy: so still horny

Flora: YES

BigDaddy: or were you really just hungry?

BigDaddy: lol

Flora: both

Flora: but eating doesn’t help everything

BigDaddy: =)

BigDaddy: true

Flora: Are you still horny?

Flora: That’s a silly question, huh?

BigDaddy: it is

BigDaddy: and YES

BigDaddy: very

Flora: And we have to wait for tomorrow.

BigDaddy: yep

BigDaddy: sucks

Flora: Yeah it does

Flora: And after tomorrow we have to wait till next week

BigDaddy: yep

BigDaddy: so find any pics?

Flora: no, sorry

BigDaddy: thats ok

Flora: What kind do you want?

BigDaddy: any

BigDaddy: =)

Flora: Any of me?

BigDaddy: sure

BigDaddy: of me or your best friend?

BigDaddy: lol

Flora: You can send me either, whatever you want

Flora: But I meant did you want any of me or are you looking for naughty pics?

BigDaddy: yes, any of you

BigDaddy: they dont have to be naughty

Flora: ok

Flora: Me and my son

BigDaddy: awww

Flora: Your wedding photo is amazing

BigDaddy: thank u

Flora: you’re welcome

BigDaddy: i like that one

Flora: thanks

BigDaddy: mouth open

BigDaddy: =)

BigDaddy: smile

Flora: lol

BigDaddy: eyes

Flora: I was enjoying a chocolate cake shot on my bday

BigDaddy: nice!

BigDaddy: were you smiling when my cock was in your mouth?

Flora: Yes, and when you were moaning

Flora: You make good sounds

BigDaddy: =)

BigDaddy: well, it’s your fault, you made me cum a lot

Flora: It was good

BigDaddy: yes it was !

Flora: I’m so glad you liked it, I did too.

BigDaddy: u liked swallowing?

Flora: Yes

Flora: But you can cum wherever you like

BigDaddy: swallowing is hot!

BigDaddy: love it

BigDaddy: facial next best

BigDaddy: then probably on ass

Flora: What about fucking me then cuming in my mouth?

BigDaddy: omg yes

Flora: =)

BigDaddy: you knelt down, your mouth wide open, me squirting it in your mouth

Flora: That sounds good

Flora: Or you fucking me, then pulling out, climbing up me and then cuming in my mouth

BigDaddy: yes

BigDaddy: and u sucking your own cum off of my cock

Flora: All of it sounds really good

Flora: You’ll have to make sure one of those times I cum that you don’t cum too, if you want it in my mouth

BigDaddy: deal

BigDaddy: but we’ll also have to save some of your cum on my cock for my wife

Flora: Oh yes..

BigDaddy: damn that turns me on

Flora: =)

Flora: Me too

BigDaddy: which turns you on more?

BigDaddy: your cum in her mouth

BigDaddy: or her pussy

Flora: Her mouth

Flora: But both are good

BigDaddy: yea, mouth is hot, she’d technically be swallowing your cum

Flora: yes, that’s why it’s more of a turn on

Flora: So, what’s your favorite type of pron to watch?

BigDaddy: i like all

BigDaddy: but seem to like the bi-women

BigDaddy: and secretary boss: )

Flora: Bi women, so threesome’s?

BigDaddy: some threesome

BigDaddy: some lesbian

BigDaddy: but they are usually bi

Flora: true

Flora: Do you watch porn at work?

BigDaddy: sometimes

Flora: You have your own private office right?

BigDaddy: yes

Flora: that’s good

BigDaddy: yep

BigDaddy: u wet now?

Flora: Yes, I’ve been wet

BigDaddy: think i should show my wife’s best friend how i lick my wife’s pussy?

Flora: yes

BigDaddy: u wanna cum in her hubby’s mouth?

Flora: Yes, I want him to taste me

BigDaddy: so u want your cum in both of us?

Flora: Mmmmm, yes

BigDaddy: hot

Flora: Have you told anyone about us?

BigDaddy: nooooo

BigDaddy: —–>

Flora: GOOD

When you want to talk about how good it is, you can tell me.

BigDaddy: deal

BigDaddy: did the last photo I added work?—->

Flora: yes

BigDaddy: oh ok

BigDaddy: thought it jammed up

Flora: when did you take that one?

BigDaddy: that one is older

BigDaddy: probably 5 years ago

BigDaddy: this is new

BigDaddy: maybe a month ago

BigDaddy: —>

Flora: She’s very pretty

BigDaddy: aw, thanks

BigDaddy: so r u

Flora: Thank you, I’m glad you like the way I look

BigDaddy: and you’re much kinkier than she

Flora: =)

Flora: I’m glad

BigDaddy: i really want you to taste her bas

BigDaddy: bad

Flora: Go down on her tomorrow morning if you can

BigDaddy: k

BigDaddy: then you’ll lick my lips?

BigDaddy: my tongue?

Flora: yes

BigDaddy: wow

Flora: I want to know how she tates

Flora: tastes

BigDaddy: what if u like?

BigDaddy: lol

Flora: Then, I like…I doubt I wont

BigDaddy: damn

BigDaddy: you are amazing

Flora: thank you

BigDaddy: u bi?

BigDaddy: or just open minded about her cum?

Flora: Yes, I’m bi & openminded about cum lol

BigDaddy: WOW

BigDaddy: so you’d taste her direct?

Flora: yes

BigDaddy: holy moly

Flora: lol

Flora: Happy about that?

Flora: =)

BigDaddy: sure am

BigDaddy: wish i could figure out a way to pull that off

Flora: lol

Flora: That’ll have to be a fantasy

BigDaddy: true

BigDaddy: but I can definitely get you some of her cum

Flora: yes

BigDaddy: and we’ll definitely put your cum in her

Flora: yes, you’ll have to tell me about it

BigDaddy: oh i will

Flora: Good

BigDaddy: wanna see my cock in her?

Flora: YES

Flora: Take pictures

Flora: do you do that ?

BigDaddy: not many

BigDaddy: it was our anniversary one year

BigDaddy: and she was a little tipsy

BigDaddy: so i took advantage

BigDaddy: ——>

Flora: AWESOME!

BigDaddy: see some of her cum there?

Flora: yes

Flora: so you took it after she came, nice.

BigDaddy: =)

BigDaddy: looking forward to that being you in the photo

Flora: Me too

BigDaddy: i want you to steal sooooooo much of my cum

Flora: you make sure your computer doesn’t save our chat’s right?

BigDaddy: yes

BigDaddy: clear all history

Flora: I will take as much as I can get

Flora: good, messenger with save or delete each chat

BigDaddy: yes

BigDaddy: well i better logoff for a few

BigDaddy: somebody at front desk for me

BigDaddy: I’ll try to login before I head out

Flora: ok,

Flora: have a great rest of your day

BigDaddy: u too!!!

BigDaddy: kisses

BigDaddy: talk to you soon

Tags: Erotic, Fantasies, Sex

Meeting, Dying & Born Again

After weeks of imagining it was becoming a reality. I wasn’t scared, I wasn’t nervous-I was excited. I wanted to get it done and over with-I wanted to know once and for all what direction this would take.

I had finally seen my friend and told her about this craziness. We discussed the pros and cons and I was lucky to have her to talk to about this.

I started the conversation saying, “OK-here’s the deal. What I’m about to tell you-you cannot ever, EVER-no matter what, tell anyone. Anyone, ever. Even if you end up hating my guts, even if you’re so mad you’d kill me. You have to promise not to tell anyone.”

“Sure, ok…God what is this about? Did you have sex with someone? Was it Daniel?”

Daniel is the man I’ve been stupid over for the better part of the last decade and someone who I had not seen or talked to in months and it was staying that way.

I rolled my eyes, “No. You’ll never guess, NEVER.”

“Did you have sex with Tim?” And she was all giggles, because she knew the answer was NO. Tim is my very uptight roommate, and I’d never fuck him.

” No, I haven’t had sex with anyone.”  Obviously sex is always a juicy topic and one that is sometimes sworn to secrecy.

“I can’t guess.” Finally.

“I know you’ll never, ever guess. So stop trying.”

“Alright, then tell me already because this sounds good.”

So I told her. She looked at it the same way I did and it really helped to talk things through with her. We both came to the same conclusion: meet the guy and then decide.

Now, here I was getting ready to meet him. I called her to let her know, gave her his work number just in case he abducted me and I went missing, although I doubted that would happen.

I was running late because I had things to do around the house, so our original time of 2 went to 3, and then when I was ready he told me that a meeting had come up and we were looking at closer to 3:30. But 4 came and went, and then 5. At that point I let my friend know that I hadn’t even left the house yet so she wouldn’t be worried about me. Once it hit 6 I knew that we weren’t going to meet. I should have known by 5, but I still hoped. Then I never heard from him that night, and part of me wondered if he chickened out, but the more logical part of me understood that something came up, or the meeting ran late and he wasn’t able to let me know.

The next day he came right on when I logged in. He was very sorry that his meeting ran late the day before, so it was like I figured. Our schedules worked for meeting at 3 at a Starbucks. Again, I was excited and this time it was for sure happening.

About 10 till 3 my phone rang with a private number, I decided that it was him and answered when I usually don’t answer private calls. It was him, he called to tell me that he had arrived.  I hadn’t left the house yet, but the Starbucks is very close to my house so I was only  about 10 minutes away. He would have to wait for me. But I am of the school of thought that when a man is left to wait they want you even more-that rule still applies to meeting someone who could potentially pay you to have sex with him.

I had never been to this Starbucks before so I didn’t know exactly which corner it was on, but I figured it would be easy to spot-they usually are. However, I was wrong. I didn’t see it and eventually pulled over to call them to find out where they were. Of course I couldn’t call Big Daddy to ask him where it was since his number came up private and I only have the office number. Just as I was pulling into the parking lot he called.

Where are you?

I just pulled in, I couldn’t find it. Damn, I still can’t see it. Where the hell is this stupid Starbucks? Alright, I’m parked by the RiteAid. Where are you?

He was on the other side of RiteAid. He got out of his Escalade and waved when he saw me. I yelled “Hello!” across the parking long and when I got to him we hugged.

You made it.

Yes, I’m sorry I’m late but I couldn’t find it and I couldn’t call you. I still don’t see it!

It was hidden in the corner, and no one looking for coffee would ever see it from the street.

So, it looks pretty crowded in there, do you still want to go in or would you like to sit in the car

I wasn’t ready to get in his car, but I decided in about 2 seconds that he looked better in person. He had facial hair, not in the shape of a beard or goatee-more like grown out stubble after a couple of days. I liked it, it gave his soft baby face an edge and I do love facial hair in general.

No, I’d like to go in and get a drink-I’ve been looking forward to it.

Once we got inside he took his sunglasses off and his eyes were a better shade of greenish blue than I saw in his picture.

We made small talk about how his knee hurt him because he’s tried running a couple of times and I joked that if he ever wanted to torture me he could put a gun to my head and force me to run. I’d welcome the bullet. It was awkward to stand there and make small talk as we waited for our drinks. I don’t know what he was thinking, but I was wondering if anyone watching us could see the tension. The guys behind the counter seemed to take a particular interest in us, probably trying to figure it out because since the one that took the order asked my name and I gave it to him and Big Daddy said, “No, your real name.” and all I could do was smile and coyly say, “That’s it” as I wondered why he’d say that, because he’s known my real name all along. Since he saw my resume when I answered his ad on Craigslist for the Personal Assistant job. Maybe he still thought I was fictitious, that I just couldn’t be real, I that maybe I wasn’t even really there.

We took our coffee and headed outside. There were just a couple of open tables but no one was extremely close to us. We just looked at each other.

So

So

You look good, just like your pictures.

Thank you, I’m glad you think so. I do change my hair a lot-it’s a girly thing I suppose.

Really?

Yes, even in my pictures it’s all different ways. Straight, curly, long, very long, darker, lighter. I play with it. It’s fun.

I like it.

Thank you.

So, we finally meet.

Yes, finally.

I’m sorry about yesterday.

You should be. You owe me.

I do owe you, you’re right. I bought you a coffee, as a small token of apology.

It’s a start.

Agreed.

So, you live just over here right?

Yes, but not for long. I have to move soon.

Really? Why?

It just isn’t working out with my roommates, I hate roommates. I wish I could live alone.

Well I have a place you can move into. It’s just a one bedroom, but it’s really big. Nice place.

How much?

$1,500

Forget it.

Really? Too much?

Way too much.

Well, maybe we can arrange something?

Well, maybe we can?

So, about…Us…What do I have to do to convince you?

At this point I didn’t know what to say, because quite honestly I was done needing to be convinced. I liked him, he was nice and not creepy at all, I got a good vibe off of him and I was attracted to him. He saw me struggle with how to answer him, but it was mostly because there were people within ear shot of us.

Do you not need to be convinced anymore?

Ummm, no. No I don’t need to be convinced.

Really? Oh wow, good.

Yes, I just think we need to figure some things out.

Alright, sure. Like what?

And then a man came and sat down at the next table, making it impossible to talk.

Well, it’s just…Difficult to talk about it with so many people around.

Yes, there are a lot of people around. Would you like to go to my car or your car, so we can talk more freely?

Yes, that’s a good idea. Lets go.

So we went to his car. We had a short conversation about the situation. I brought up sex because so far that wasn’t really discussed, only that he’d pay more for it than the $100 BJ but no specifics were made. I didn’t see the point until we met anyway. However, I had decided that it would be at least $300 for sex. I told him so, and he said that was fine, it was fair given that it’s a much bigger deal than oral sex so it should cost more. I told him that we could also discuss further arrangements if he had a big chunk of a day available, then I wouldn’t charge him for each time. But for now it would be $300 and obviously if we did come to some type of arrangement like the one bedroom condo then things would be different then too.

I also made him understand that I’m very respectful of his privacy and marriage and I wouldn’t want any drama or problems with that at all. He doesn’t have to worry about my getting emotionally involved or attached, that I can separate sex and emotion and just have sex. “Fucking for fuck’s sake” is what I like to call it.

I could tell that all of this made him feel more at ease about me. I communicated easily, I was straight forward and honest and I didn’t have any hang ups about the situation.

So, we’re good then?

Yes, I’m good. You good?

Yes, I’m very good.

So, I brought $100-how do you feel about that BJ now?

I’m fine with that, but where would we go?

Then we sat there trying to think of where to go. He didn’t bring keys to any of his properties. Parking garages were brought up, but they have security and/or cameras, he brought up going into a car wash but I didn’t like how we would be timed and easily viewable. Finally we landed on parks. I thought of one of the larger nature preserves, but they were kind of far. So, we decided to just go to the nearest park that showed up on his GPS.

We drove by it, and it wouldn’t work because it was packed with people and there was no private parking. We drove around looking for another park and then he decided to do the car was thing. So, we got in line behind 3 other cars. We started contemplating not having a ticket for the machine, how long it would take, if this really was a good place and finally we decided to back out-literally-while no one had pulled in behind us and while we could get out.

We drove around again looking at parks and they were all packed with people-no privacy. It finally dawned on me that it’s summer time and all parks would be like that. Then I thought of a more industrial area, in a parking lot tucked away but we weren’t near anything like that. At this point it was about 4:20 and we were running out of time. He still needed to go back to the office before 5. He mentioned bailing out for the day and meeting again the next day, but I was determined. I was glad that I wasn’t jumping on postponing it. I wanted to do it, I wanted him to have it and I wanted to make $100-probably just to know that he would actually follow through and pay $100 for a blow job.

We were making our way out of the last park we were going to go to before picking up my car and driving back towards his work separately just to save on time afterward for us both when I had an idea.

OH MY GOD! I’ve got it!

What? What? You have an idea?

Yes, and it’s perfectly perfect-the cemetery and it’s right there!

He looked at me with the expression of shock and awe and turned his head slowly to see the sign for the very large cemetery at the next intersection.

Damn, you’re crazy.

Crazy and brilliant you mean.

Yes, totally brilliant. It is perfect.

I know. No one will be there, it’s secluded with lots of big trees. Perfect.

I like you, I like the way you think.

Thank you.

So we drove into the cemetery, I must admit I was pretty damn proud of myself for thinking of it, because lets just face it-not many women would even consider it much less come up with the idea themselves. We went towards the back, down the little intersecting roads, our eyes on the tombstones, the flowers in vases, the wind through the weeping willows. The very few people visiting patches of grass and earth where their loved ones dead bodies have been laid six feet under. It was beautiful, I’ve always thought that cemeteries were beautiful.

We parked.

How’s this?

This is good, really good. Perfect, really.

OK, so are we really going to do this then?

Yes, we really are Big Daddy.

Alright…God this is so crazy…

He put his hands on his jeans button.

Are you staying there in the front seat?

Well, yeah-I figure I can make a quick get away if we needed to.

But it’s so open, the tinted windows are in the back seat.

And I looked in the back seat and his kid’s child seats were back there. Well, that’s not gonna work.

I’ll just stay here, and I’ll be the look out.

Really? You’re going to be able to pay attention?

Yes, I will.

OK Big Daddy. It’s the front seat then.

You sure about this Flora?

YES! I’m sure!

OK then.

And he unbuttoned his jeans, pulled them down and smiled.

I smiled too because he had a nice cock and I could tell that once I got to work on it it would grow to a very nice size.

I stretched over the middle compartment between the two front seats and dove right in. Licking and sucking, stroking with my hand. It got firm, his cock was responding nicely and he made wonderful little moaning sounds. He was touching my ass as it stuck up in the air and although I was wearing tight jeans and he really couldn’t play with my pussy, it felt really good. But I was more concerned with him.

I tried to get as much of his cock into my mouth as possible, but it grew and grew. It was very big and extremely hard and wondered what it would feel like inside me. As I sucked, I stroked his shaft and circled my tongue around his fat head. He held his breath each time I did that, I knew he loved it. He moaned, told me it felt good, told me I was amazing.

But mostly he just whimpered and made little “oh, oh, oh” noises. I was only sucking his cock for about 3 or 4 minutes…

We didn’t talk about where I’m going to cum.

I stopped and looked up at him.

Where do you want to cum?

Can I cum in your mouth?

Sure, why not?

Oh, you are fucking amazing. Amazing.

And I went back to sucking his cock, but I picked up the pace and sucked harder and faster as I stroked him quicker too.

Oh I’m gonna cum, I’m gonna cum.

And he did. Right in my mouth, on my lips and it tasted good. I swallowed and sucked some more, made him squirm.

Oh wow, that was unreal, just unreal.

I smiled at him.

Do you have anything to clean us up with?

Cum was all over my mouth, hand and his cock.

I didn’t come very prepared but I do have napkins.

He handed me one and then cleaned himself off.

How are you? Are you ok? Do you feel…Weird about this?

No, not at all. It was fun. How do you feel?

I feel great! Damn, I came a lot. You’re just amazing.

I smiled at him. I wished we had more time, I wished he could have fucked me because I was so horny at that point but I tried to put it out of my mind.

We should get going.

Yeah, good idea.

We started driving out of the cemetery.

Oh shit!

What?

There’s a cop right there. Fuck.

I didn’t see him.

Yeah, he’s back there down one of the little roads.

Ha, that’s hilarious…Sorry, maybe not so funny.

I could tell that he was really stressing over seeing the cop car.

Did you see him in the car?

Yes. But he was facing the opposite direction of where we were, so I don’t think he saw us.

OK, no problem then.

Shit, he’s driving out now.

And he was crisscrossing through the cemetery behind us and it did look like he was following us, unable to make a direct exit towards us, but I didn’t think that he was trying to catch us anyway. But Big Daddy was totally freaking out.

Holy shit, he’s coming towards us.

So? He didn’t see anything, he’s not following us. Relax, don’t stress.

It was hard not to laugh at him for being so tweaked over the cop gaining on us towards the exit of the cemetery.

What if he is though? What if he saw us pull up and just park there and not get out? “Why didn’t you get out of your car?”

I wasn’t aware that there’s a law that you have to get out of your car at a cemetery.

And I gave Big Daddy a look like, “Seriously?”

He smiled and laughed at himself.

Yes, you’re right Flora, you’re right.

See, he’s not even following us onto the street. It’s fine.

And it was.

We went to a gas station right away, we were actually lucky that his car didn’t run out of gas there in the cemetery as I was sucking his cock. Now, that would have been really funny. But I doubt Big Daddy would have thought so.

He got out of the car and started pumping gas. He came back into the car while we waited for his tank to fill up. He looked at me.

How are you?

I’m great.

I mean, how do you feel? Do you have a bad feeling about what we did, are you guilty.

No.

So you really are fine with this then?

Yes.

Me too.

And he handed me a hundred dollar bill.

Thank you.

No, Flora-thank you.

I looked at the clock,  4:44 PM.

That’s when I died. That’s when the person I had been my entire life died and I was born again as this desperate for money, crazy, insane, way too horny with way too little regard for the shit that most people have, totally twisted woman. A whore. And for some fucked up reason only a psychologist could figure out-I smiled.

I smiled and I thought to myself, ‘I wonder how much money  I can make by the end of the month?’

Tags: Erotic, Fantasies, Sex

Getting Started Part II

The rest of the day thoughts of him entered my mind when I least expected it. Like waves across my mind, in and out, in and out. That alone, the fact that I would think about it at all made it more crazy. So, the more I thought about it the more I thought about how I was thinking about it.

But there was nothing I could do about it. I was thinking about it, I had at least decided to consider considering it.

Of course I had questions, but the one that I really wanted an answer to was: where would we meet, if we were to meet for our…Meetings? Obviously it wouldn’t be at his house, and I wasn’t going to bring him to my house. Men I date or have relationships with come to my house, sleep with me and fuck me in my bed but I don’t bring…employers to my bedroom. So, I wanted to see what he’d say about that, what his plan was, if he already had one that is.

The next day when I logged onto my computer, and into messenger he was on my screen right away.  He wanted to know if I was still thinking about it, if I made a decision. I told him that I was considering it, and I’m taking it one step at a time.

He wanted to know if I had an issue with him being married, about his wife. I told him that I did, of course I did-how could I not? He hoped that it would, could add to the excitement.

Not at this stage, not quite. Because at this stage is when I have to decide things, decide to decide. So, next came my question-where would we have our meetings?

He thought that was a good question.  I thought he had an even better answer. Since he’s owns a real estate firm he can get into all sorts of building’s and houses not to mention recreational vehicles. He never even asked about my place, which was good-because I would have had a problem with him even asking. If he asked it would mean that he didn’t understand the concept, the idea…Even if it was his own.

For the next week or so I was busy and I couldn’t decide what I wanted to do about Big Daddy. There were just so many things to consider.

• He’s married. That means he has a wife who would be crushed if she knew. And, even if she never knew, did that mean that I’m asking for horrible relationship karma? Or just plain old horrible regular karma?

Well, he’s going to find someone no matter what. She may end up ultimately being crushed either way, however-I won’t get psycho crazy and make sure she finds out. Also, I already have horrible relationship karma so what difference does it make? And, I already have horrible regular karma so I really don’t give a fuck.

• Did he expect me to just fuck him? As in, no one else besides him?

No. He wouldn’t want me to be out there fucking the masses but if I was dating someone he didn’t care. Also, I wouldn’t care if he cared. Like he’s one to demand monogamy? Yeah, sure.  But as it works out, I am not seeing anyone right now. Bonus that I only have one side of the morality issue to deal with (for now).

• How would I feel getting monetarily compensated for sex?

I didn’t know, not really-not completely. I thought I would be OK with it, but I didn’t know for sure, besides-what if I decided that I really would like it and then I’d meet Big Daddy and then decide that no amount of money would be enough? That would suck, that’s what. Besides, at this point in the game the money aspect was not very defined.

• Could I keep something this big to myself, a total secret?

I never really intended to, I meant to talk to one of my friends about it within hours of my first chat with Big Daddy, but that didn’t happen. And, as it turned out I didn’t get to talk to her about it for a while.  And, aside from her-and the people who might read this blog and follow me on Twitter, no one who really knows me will know.  But the truth is, won’t you be the ones who really know me?

• If I met him, liked him and decided to do it would I be getting fucked enough?

Like I mentioned, I do love fucking and the more I get it the more I want it. It really can be frustrating. Since it’s been so long that I’ve gone without sex, it does worry me that I’ll be waking up the hibernating bear and it’ll be very angry if it isn’t fed enough.

After the several conversations with Big Daddy and a lot of thinking I was becoming more comfortable with the situation and decided that I would meet Big Daddy and see how I felt about him and the two of us could talk in further detail about the arrangements. The next time I saw him online I quickly told him that I was writing an email for a job posting I saw and I would be occupied for a bit. He said that was fine, but added, “I have a proposition for you.” I thought he already had one, but he did know how to peak my curiosity.

$100 per Blow Job.

He was right, that did take it to a new level. Up until that point we hadn’t discussed any real dollar figure for anything.  But this got me very excited. That’s good money, that’s way more than I would have expected but truth be told, I am damn good at giving head-and if I did it, he’d come to find out that it’s probably a small price to pay for the pleasure I give.

We talked about meeting the next day, which was a Friday. But when Friday came, there were things I had to take care of and it just wasn’t a possibility. This was unfortunate because I had finally gotten to the point of really wanting to meet Big Daddy and now I would have to wait for Monday. But I was very determined to make it happen Monday. Up to this point I had already dodge around meeting him about 4 times just because I was buying time and figuring things out, aside from having a life and shit to do.

Monday came and I was online and he popped right up on messenger. We made a plan, set a time and a place and it was happening in just a few short hours.

Getting Started

Welcome to my blog. This is my story, a true story of  a woman who now is getting paid for sex.

But where exactly to start? I suppose it could be the fact that I was looking for a job. My financial situation has been less than sufficient, and finding a job isn’t so easy.

In fact, I was on the phone with my friend talking about how I had been avoiding my car finance company because I was several weeks late on my car payments. I wasn’t looking forward to calling the car people since they are pushy and not nice to deal with. I didn’t have the money to pay, to come current on my payments and my car getting repossessed was an eventuality.

My computer made a little beeping noise. It was my yahoo messenger, and it was from “Big Daddy” (the name has been changed) whom I haven’t spoken to before but accepted his request weeks ago.

Maybe it was my way of avoiding the car people a little longer, I am a major procrastinator when I don’t want to do something or maybe it was just simple curiosity…Who was this guy?

I asked him if I knew him, he said no. He said he found me through yahoo profiles. I can’t remember the last time I saw my yahoo profile, so I don’t know what picture might be on there if any.

He told me he was searching for someone knew in his life…Someone open, someone understanding, someone liberal. Why?

Because he’s married. Oh. And because he’s married and not available all of the time, he would compensate with gifts and help with bills.

Oh.

Bills huh? I have bills. I have a car and I might NOT have a car soon. That counts, right? Yeah, that definitely counts.

“So, are you offended? Are you interested?”  He asked me.

And I asked myself those questions too.

Yes and Yes.

Well, I’m not offended for myself. I’m embarrassed that something that should offend me doesn’t. And, I find it sad that this married man has come to this.

Why has he come to this?

Well, according to him his wife doesn’t want sex even half as much as he does. Not even 20% as much. It isn’t that he’s not hot for her, because he is. It’s just that she doesn’t want sex enough to satisfy him.

I don’t need to know the in’s and out’s, it is what it is after all.

“I’m looking for a beneficial situation all around. I get sex more, my wife doesn’t get harassed to give me sex more and the person who would be helping me out would be having sex and getting help financially.”

Yes, it does make sense. Now the question is whether or not I would want to have sex with this man regardless of how many benefits I would receive. I do love sex, and I’ve been so insanely horny these last few months I’m ready to dry hump nearly every man I see. It’s been a long time since I’ve had sex, way, way, way too damn long.

He asked me about my sexual appetite. I told him I have a problem with my sexual appetite. The more I get it the more I want it. He didn’t see this as an issue and all but swore on the lives of all of his family members that I could get it daily if I wanted it-at least between the hours of 9 & 5, Monday through Friday.  It may be enough.

He always asks me about my choice in panties. Yes, he’s very into thongs in particular, but seems to get excited when I tell him that I’m not wearing any at all.

He asked me what I liked most about sex. Everything. I like it all. He asked me if I liked oral sex. Well, like I said-I like everything. He asked me hypothetically what I would be in the mood for right then. Everything I could think of sounded good-I could just imagine marathon sex & doing it all. But I had to pick something so with my imaginary dial I spun. It landed and I told him, “From behind”. I always love getting fucked doggy style-I can play with my clit while cock is being thrusted, rammed into me. I can arch my back, throw my head back, get my hair pulled, reach back and grab and tug on balls. Yes, doggy style is very, very good and it seemed fitting given the situation.

He liked my answer, maybe imagining all of those things too.

The more we talked about things the more curious I was about him. I asked for a picture. He asked if I cared if it did or did not have his wife in it. It didn’t matter. I mean, I have to deal with the concept of her so why not be able to see what she looks like?

He was attractive and she was very pretty. I even told him so.

“I told you she was hot.” He said. He had, and she was.

But I was more concerned with him or not so concerned with him, depending how you look at it. Before he sent his picture I was hoping that he was attractive enough that I’d have sex with him but not so attractive, or so my type that I’d be overly consumed with having sex with him.

It worked out. He was attractive enough but not too hot. Perfect. At that point I had to wrap my head around shifting from the abstract into reality.

Could I? Would I? Would I feel guilty about his wife? Would I feel horrible about myself? What did “help with bills” really mean anyway? Would it be worth it? My head was swimming and I was overwhelmed and running late for my part-time job that pays minimum wage.

We said our goodbyes, and then that’s when it hit me. His initials for his messenger account looked familiar, so I went into my email and did a search for BD, and there it was-the reason I had added him to my messenger list weeks ago…I had responded to an ad on Craigslist’s job site for a Personal Assistant. He’s the guy I exchanged emails with a few times. He’s the guy that asked me if I was open to “Mixing business with pleasure”. I had told him that I was just looking for a job, and anything beyond that was impossible to say. I didn’t want to shut the door on the possibility but mostly I didn’t want to offend him since I really needed a job.

Once I realized it was him, I went back on chat and told him to wait.

You weren’t honest with me.

How so?

You said you found me on Yahoo Profiles but actually, I sent you my resume for the Personal Assistant job.

Oh, really? I didn’t realize. I thought I found you on Yahoo. I’m sorry.

I waited to hear back from you about the job, I really need a job.

Well, I’m sorry about that. It’s just that I gave it more thought and decided that the assistant thing was probably too risky after all.

I see.

But, we can still work something out. I can still help you with your bills ???

Possibly.

Well I hope so.

I told him I needed to think about it. And that’s exactly what I did.